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ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

while everyone is probably mugging very hard for chem test/math assignment/physics spa/blocks, i decided i should waste my day away looking at the rain clouds, listening to my fave (eng) songs, blogging and talking to people.

the week was filled with recbad admin ((: thankful for the enthusiastic J1s who signed up.

plus daily fac dance practices ((((: FAC DANCE! :D:D:D:DD:D::D:D:D

APOLLO WOOSH! :D we won the coveted title of fac dance champs omggg loveeee. (:

good job APOLLO! esp the J1s who mugged the dance and gave it their all while dancing, the j2s who learnt the dance (i can only rmb zhonghan lichan and hui hua!) and of course my lovely fac comm (((: THE BEST I/CS ANY FAC COULD ASK FOR, ANZAI AND SIYU (WE LOVE YOU GUYS) and hoho gino varella LEE! :D my superb dance partner (:

we did it! :D

no adjective close to describing how proud i feel of apollo (:

my faculty, my champion faculty (:

nothing anyone says will change this. you dont have to be proud of your faculty, that's your problem, but i am of mine.

sometime in the wk (i don't rmb) i discovered that yufong from my jnr cls also lives at the shaughnessy! :D haha omg hurray ive never had someone i know live near to me b4 ((((: im gonna crash ur house hoho!

then one of the nights after fac dance jmll went over to lisyn's house to do GP presentation (: i love jmll thats all i have to say. it doesnt matter what we're doing. where we're doing it. the fact we're tgt (and usually having tonnes of fun) just makes the whole affair :D it doesnt matter if we're asked to churn out a 100000 page WR, with these people, i know we'll make it happen. we miracle makers :D thank god for these wonderful people, mark, lisyn, leon.

saturday morning was spent doing h3 hw and then rushing to SMU for game theory, ayee lessons are getting v sian. math math math and more math haha. the prof's very charming, nianci and i were saying, but yaaa i dont understand what he's talking abt. have to go consult soon.

then STJ :D my heart sank when i rushed out from h3 and realised it was raining.

!!!!!! stj was quite a last minute thing and some juniors had to leave before the food arrived! it poured and poured what terrible weather. but we still had fun mmm camwhoring (: Thanks to all the seniors who turned up to make it happen for our juniors (: im sure they felt our love despite having to wait so terribly long for the food! and juniors we hope you guys had fun, let's not limit outings to just stj/jts, lets have them more often alright, 6V loves 7G! :D vice versa right! :D

i suddenly thought of regina's sparkly cap she wore to STJ ytd. (: niceeeeeeeeeeee.

on a side note, jiayou annie! (: huangcheng's lights are depending on you ((: will be there with my MUM and SIS (hahaha yes i dragged them in) to support you and daoju (loveees).

yupppp and today. haizxzx i think im just wasting my life away.

there are so many things i want to do with my life besides studying. i want to build an old folks' home for old people. i want to travel the world and help kids in africa. i want to make a difference to the people around me.

i dont want to just go to sch and have to mug and do tutorials all day this is not the kind of life i want.

but i guess there's not much of a choice so im just doing what i can.

every minute im typing im closer to failing tmr's test.

tests have become the centre of everyone's lives these days. exams tests spa exams tests spa! WHY!

WHY IS THIS SO! (WITS)

mark: i dont understand, i dont understand, i dont understand!

WITS.

and im feeling really sad and depressed now cus i miss my sister. i didnt know how much that little moo meant to me until she left for thailand this afternoon. i am such a terrible sister, im always taking her for granted. i rmb all the times i pushed away away when she came to ask me for help (math and science hw) i am such an idiot omggggg! i just went to her blog and saw what she wrote:

"i will miss , my family ( JLAY!!!).....not to mention my sister JLAY for helping me with maths and science. THANK YOU JLAY. good luck for econs. (((((: will play yrm, orm, rrm, prm AND THE FAMOUS BRM with you!! :D"

yrm, orm brm rrm and prm are all cute stuffed toys btw.

omggggggggggggg she is so sweet and im such an asshole and i promise i will love her forever wholeheartedly for the rest of my life!

have fun and take care sis I LOVE YOU! (: